So this is what happens when you trust the wrong people. This is precicely what happens when you trust people you think deserve it. Life is funny when it comes to this. Trusted someone, and now those things are in legal documents, black on white, fucking up the mind of my mother which in turns, fucks my life up. Thank you very much.
I have been at home trying to heal myself today, I nearly fainted this morning. I am not fully ill but something it wrong physically. I have been filling myself up with peppermint tea and vitamins and dark chocolate, leaving my mind at rest with a few movies before jamming it through the cracks of my subconcious in order to write and study. This is nice.
Do you know what it feels like to cry with contact lenses? It is like losing your eyes. Like losing sight but still seeing. That is what I am experiencing. Except I am not even wearing contacts at the moment, just my black glasses, plastic frame.
Been listening to Counting Crows all day...