Diamonds Made of Glass

Time is getting too slow now, still too fast. It's been two hours but it feels like days. It's been two days and it feels like years. I'm abandonded, I abandoned myself. Now I see the truth again, I see the other girl. I see too much. I hear too much. I feel too much. And now I'm breaking. I haven't cut but still everything hurts. I want to eat but I can't, I want to sleep, all I want to do is sleep it all away. Sleep till everything is alright again. But there is no again. I don't remember the again. Don't call me. I won't pick up the phone for you.